I’ve come to a point in my life where I question everything that was either bestowed upon, taught, or told to me. Am I spiritual? Am I antheist? Am I agnostic? The truth is I don’t even know who I am. I only know that I am a product of other people’s opinions, lessons, words, and thoughts… This doesn’t make me………..ME…..
Am I an individual??
or am I a robot that has been programmed with useless software intended to keep me under control??
I realize that to believe in something means to experience it…. (or at least it should be this way)
I know what love is……
I know what happiness is as well…..
But how do I explain these things to someone who havent experienced this or has a different experience from what I’m explaining????
There are so many lies…….from history to religion to media to government……
What’s left to believe in??
Is faith and hope just meant to keep us afloat??
No two people see the world the same way
But the way I see it, there isnt MUCH love…….
There isnt MUCH peace……
There isnt MUCH happiness………
It just doesn’t make sense……..
It truly feels like we’re just a part of some game/experiment to prove what????
Although I feel lost, I’m thirsty for the truth
Which leaves me to ask:
What is the truth if the truth I thought was the truth was really in truth a lie??
Am I an individual??
or am I a robot that has been programmed with useless software intended to keep me under control??
I realize that to believe in something means to experience it…. (or at least it should be this way)
I know what love is……
I know what happiness is as well…..
But how do I explain these things to someone who havent experienced this or has a different experience from what I’m explaining????
There are so many lies…….from history to religion to media to government……
What’s left to believe in??
Is faith and hope just meant to keep us afloat??
No two people see the world the same way
But the way I see it, there isnt MUCH love…….
There isnt MUCH peace……
There isnt MUCH happiness………
It just doesn’t make sense……..
It truly feels like we’re just a part of some game/experiment to prove what????
Although I feel lost, I’m thirsty for the truth
Which leaves me to ask:
What is the truth if the truth I thought was the truth was really in truth a lie??