Monday, October 18, 2010

Transcend my friend. Transcend

My only desire is to evolve beyond the limitations of this body.....
This plane...
beyond this rat race of materialism and financial gain.
This I ask.
Because in my heart, I know that what I have been taught is far from the answer
when it becomes obvious that your education is the cancer that plagues my mind
I'd gladly renounce ignorance for an ounce of wisdom any day....because who I am is not the person in the mirror but the consciousness within the person, and all along my attachment was to the physical and I wonder why I am constantly hurting.....

Saturday, October 16, 2010

The seed

With Sincerity it becomes natural for someone to open their heart
so make every moment worth it showing them you belong in their life.....


Unbeknowst to me, she said I chipped away a few bricks.
No magic tricks.
I was only being myself
and when she found the courage to say
"I love you"
that's when I realized the power of friendship.

Saturday, October 2, 2010


It is the cause of isolation. 
This can't be pretend.
All you feel is frustration, but know not where it begins
You fight it and fight it, but just want it to end
but you have to endure, for to end it is sin

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Let's escape this world and create our own


Soon we'll part this earthly body, 
to journey to a world where freedom resides.....
not alone, but with you beside me...
into the cosmos of distant skies....

We'll touch one another
and radiate bliss.....
a feeling of love
one can not resist....

For on this plane 
no fear resides.
Only droplets of joy 
from our waterfall eyes....

We'll look back at the sorrows of yesterday's past
to appreciate the fate that made us ONE at last..

in a world of our own......

Monday, September 20, 2010

Saul Williams - DNA

New Beginnings

A new life.
A new beginning.
Old ways die.
We cling to them no longer.
New ways live.
We embrace them stronger.
We create new footprints by walking new paths.
Fear can not hold us as we take our first steps to freedom.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Each Day

Each day I remove a layer
now comfortable in my own skin
for you've proven that you are a friend

Vibrate Higher

"Greatness resides in everyone. The sad part is that some of us place barriers on ourselves that keep it locked in."


            We must remove the barriers we've placed on my minds. Our minds are more powerful than we have been lead to believe. The truth to our existence lies within. If only we could tap into this potential. We are celestial beings inhabiting a physical body.. Spiritual beings on a physical journey. How beautiful is it to know that you are not a slave; that you are not limited; that your higher self is waiting for you to unlock him/her. Resist the lies.. open your eyes, heart , and mind to who you really are......

gods/goddesses

Monday, August 23, 2010

Maybe

Maybe this world should end
Maybe we all should die.....


Maybe.. Maybe


Maybe I am a slave
Maybe this is a grave..


Maybe. Maybe


Maybe its me who's wrong
Maybe its you who's right 


Maybe..Maybe


Maybe I shouldn't think
or constantly question things..


Maybe...Maybe


Maybe I shouldn't use my mind
and just let them lead me blind


Maybe...Maybe


Maybe my soul belongs in hell
for feeling the way I felt


Maybe.. Maybe


Maybe I should stop trying
and accept humans dying


Maybe... Maybe


Maybe I should accept 
your lies
with much great respect


maybe.... maybe..


But guess what?????


I WON'T 

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

THE 5 STEPS TO OVERCOMING HEARTBREAK





SO HE BROKE YOUR HEART AND LATELY YOU FIND YOURSELF CRYING OVER HIM AND FEELING ANGRY FOR WHAT HE DID TO YOU. YOU FEEL BETRAYED, CRUSHED, AND ON THE BRINK OF INSANITY. WILL IT GET BETTER? COULD YOU EVER MUSTER UP ENOUGH COURAGE TO BECOME STRONG AND MOVE ON? WELL I'M TELLING YOU THAT YOU CAN; YOU CAN AND YOU WILL, HEAL AND MOVE ON. YOU WILL NEVER FORGET BUT IN TIME, THOSE MEMORIES WILL HAVE NO  POWER OVER YOU. YOU WILL RECALL THAT TIME IN YOUR LIFE AND LAUGH ABOUT IT. YOU WILL LEARN FROM IT AND GROW FROM IT. WHAT MOST PEOPLE WHO HAD THEIR HEARTBROKEN FAIL TO UNDERSTAND IS THAT EVERYTHING PASSES. EVEN THE MOST TRAGIC MOMENTS OF OUR LIVES WILL FADE IN TIME. LIFE IS FULL OF DISAPPOINTMENTS... FRIENDS WHO COME AND GO, SITUATIONS THAT ALWAYS CHANGE, AND LOVE THAT BEGINS AND ENDS... ITS DIFFICULT TO DEAL WITH SOMETIMES, TRUST ME I KNOW; I'VE HAD MY HEARTBROKEN TOO AND IT WAS A VERY DIFFICULT PROCESS FOR ME AS WELL SO FOR YOU I'VE COMPILED A LIST OF THINGS FOR YOU TO DO THAT WILL HELP YOU OVERCOME THIS SETBACK IN YOUR LIFE BECAUSE THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT IT IS; A SETBACK; A LIFE SITUATION AND NOT THE END OF YOUR LIFE FOR THERE WAS LIFE BEFORE YOUR HEARTBREAK AND SURELY THERE WILL BE LIFE AFTER.............



STEP 1:   DO NOT BLAME YOURSELF!!!!!!

THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT. YOU MAY FEEL THAT SOMETHING WAS WRONG WITH YOU FOR HIM TO CHEAT ON YOU. YOU MAY BEGIN TO QUESTION WHETHER YOU WERE PRETTY OR BEAUTIFUL ENOUGH. WHETHER YOU WERE MISSING SOMETHING THAT THOSE OTHER GIRLS MAY HAVE HAD. THIS IS THE POINT WHERE YOU'RE SELF ESTEEM DROPS AND YOU FEEL LESS OF A PERSON OR MORE SO THAT YOU'RE INCAPABLE OF BEING LOVED. STOP RIGHT THERE!!! BEFORE YOU GO OFF MAKING JUDGEMENTS ABOUT YOURSELF AND PLACING THE BLAME SOLELY ON YOURSELF, ACKNOWLEDGE THE GOOD YOU BROUGHT TO THE RELATIONSHIP EVEN IF YOU POSSESSED FLAWS. UNDERSTAND THAT YOU GAVE YOUR BEST. REMEMBER YOU ARE ONLY HUMAN . DON'T BEAT YOURSELF UP.. AS A MATTER OF FACT, LOOK INTO THE MIRROR AND TELL YOURSELF THAT YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL PERSON WITH A GOOD HEART AND THAT DESPITE THIS HURTFUL EXPERIENCE , YOU WILL TAKE SOMETHING FROM IT AND BECOME A BETTER YOU WHICH LEADS US TO OUR SECOND STEP


STEP 2: GAIN WISDOM

THERE IS ALWAYS A LESSON TO LEARN.. TAKE FROM THIS SITUATION A LESSON TO MAKE YOU A BETTER PERSON. MAYBE THE INTUITION WAS ALWAYS THERE BUT YOU IGNORED IT. MAYBE THE LESSON IS TO TRUST YOUR "INNER FEELING" THE NEXT TIME YOU'RE IN A RELATIONSHIP. MAYBE THE LESSON WAS THAT THIS PERSON WASN'T MEANT FOR YOU. IT COULD BE A HOST OF THINGS. THE KEY HERE IS TO BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF. YOU HAVE TO BE AWARE OF WHAT NEEDS TO BE WORKED ON OR ELSE THE SAME PATTERN MAY OCCUR WHEN YOU GET INTO ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP.


STEP 3: REBUILD

NOW IS THE TIME TO GATHER UP ALL YOUR WEAKNESSES AND EVERYTHING THAT YOU'VE LEARNED AND REBUILD.. MAKE IT FUN.. IT CAN BE EXERCISING TO  CRETE A NEW FIGURE, TRYING A NEW HAIRSTYLE OR WARDROBE, ETC. THE REBUILDING PROCESS IS FOR YOU CREATE A NEW "YOU" IT SYMBOLIZES A NEW BEGINNING, A NEW STAGE IN YOUR LIFE TO START FRESH AND INVITE NEW PEOPLE, EXPERIENCES, AND ADVENTURES INTO YOUR LIFE


STEP 4: CHANGE YOUR PHILOSOPHY

YOU PROBABLY CREATED A MINDSET THAT DWELLS ON A LOT OF NEGATIVITY... ITS A LOT OF ANGER WITHIN YOU AND GREAT PESSIMISM. YOU'RE PROBABLY SAYING FORGET LOVE AND EVERYTHING THAT COMES WITH IT. YOU MOST LIKELY BELIEVE THAT ALL MEN ARE THE SAME AND YOU'VE PLACE THESE DIFFICULT BARRIERS UP. WELL THIS MENTALITY WONT HAVE YOU FINDING LOVE NO TIME SOON NOR HAVE MEN WANTING TO BE AROUND YOU. IF YOU CONTINUE TO PLAY THE VICTIM, ITS GOING TO PUSH GUYS WHO COULD POSSIBLY BE RIGHT FOR YOU AWAY.. THEY'RE GOING TO ALWAYS FEEL THAT YOU SOMEHOW PLACED THEM INTO A CATEGORY OF SOMEONE WHO WILL EVENTUALLY MESS UP LIKE THE LAST GUY. THE KEY HERE IS TO ASSIGN RESPONSIBILITY TO THE ONE WHO DID WRONG, NOT EVERY OTHER GUY. I KNOW ITS DIFFICULT BUT YOU CANT WEAR YOUR HURT ON YOUR SLEEVE. YOU HAVE TO BE POSITIVE IN ORDER TO INVITE POSITIVE SITUATIONS OR PEOPLE INTO YOUR LIFE.THIS IS THE LAW OF ATTRACTION... YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE AND SEE YOURSELF BEING WITH THIS WONDERFUL PERSON AND BEING IN A POSITIVE AND HARMONIOUS RELATIONSHIP.


STEP 5: HAVE FUN &ENJOY LIFE; BE CONTENT WITH YOUR SITUATION

NO ONE WANTS TO BE HURT AND ALONE; BUT WHILE YOU SPEND YOUR NIGHTS SOBBING INTO THE PILLOW, THE WORLD IS STILL GOING.. YOU CAN NOT STOP LIVING FOR A PERSON WHO WONT STOP LIVING FOR YOU. TO BE CONTENT WITH YOUR SITUATION IS TO ACCEPT IT FOR WHAT IT IS; A SITUATION. THIS IS THE PERFECT TIME TO KEEP YOURSELF BUSY.. START A NEW HOBBY.. MEET NEW FRIENDS.. TRAVEL AND JUST DO NEW AND EXCITING THINGS THAT YOU'VE NEVER TRIED.. WHILE BEING SINGLE SUCKS SOMETIMES, THIS IS THE PERFECT OPPORTUNITY TO DISCOVER THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF YOU NEVER KNEW.. AFTER ALL, THIS IS THE PERFECT TIME FOR YOU TO TREAT LIFE LIKE AN ADVENTURE 




Wednesday, July 14, 2010

The Beauty Within

"You once was unpopular and nerdy but as your outside developed into a beautiful shell, your EGO grew as well and now to outshine those who once ridiculed you, you realize you became one of THEM and lost the beauty of YOU."-(Self)


I used to want people to like me, but now I realize that I am a beautiful anomaly. As much as I reject conformity, I admit that sometimes I just want people to care, to understand who I am on the inside. I want them to see how beautiful I am yet somehow they always overlook it....

One day they will get it... hopefully it wont be too late

Pendulum 'Witchcraft'




This song inspires me........

The Astral Plane

To fly away where peace resides;
where I no longer have to battle with pride
To venture beyond; where the light is seen
To disembody to the state of dreams.

I want to go where you are.....

Take me

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

The Prodigy - Voodoo People (Pendulum Remix)





I love this record... perhaps I will used it for my upcoming mixtape.....

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Universal Law Theory

I'm no longer going to say belief/ believe unless it's something I personally experienced with the 5 senses and not with just the mind, imagination, etc

I have a theory that somehow our lives, circumstances, etc are an effect of causes resulting from universal laws..If we take for example the idea of God as a loving and kind creator, then a situation where a baby is born for a few hours only to die would make us question how kind he is.. I'm saying he because this is the most AGREEABLE description of how people see GOD. There are a lot of things that occur in the world that make you question both the logic and reasoning behind this God.. Here are a few examples:

• Famine, poverty, war, violence
• babies born with malfunctions, diseases, etc

These are just a couple points, now to get to my point of explaining this.. I stated above that I have a theory that our lives, circumstances, etc are effects of causes due to universal laws.. If you think about this, a person that may be BORN to certain conditions just may be reaping the cause of previous bad karma... This could be a strong case.... Why else would a loving god create you to be born unto conditions in which you suffer,  die young, born with a disease ,  etc.. People say this is his will or way and that there is a purpose behind it but ask yourself, DOES THIS REALLY MAKE SENSE?

Why is it that some people are born to favorable conditions or environments? If this is our ONLY life that we will ever live, then what did some people do to GOD to be born into misfortune that they NEVER had control of to begin with.. (this seems rather cruel don't you think)

My theory is that karma is the law that allows us to evolve.. Karma is based upon action and thought, cause and effect..which may in fact propose the possibility that WE ARE IN FACT THE SOLE MASTERS OF OUR LIVES OR IN CONTROL OF ALL THE CIRCUMSTANCES WE CREATE FOR OURSELVES IN THIS LIFE OR THE NEXT..whether we'll be reborn into earth or another realm (heavenly or hell) is yet to be determined..

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Jeremy Enigk - "Mind Idea" OFFICIAL VIDEO

Her Fight



She lies awake yet finds herself still sleeping; dreaming of moments where there lies no grieving.
Happiness is what she searches for, still unsure whether time will be her ally or enemy...
She wishes he could be there; that he would care like he once did in the beginning....but even joyful moments change and have their ending.

She fights with love
She fights with hope, or the lack thereof.
She fights with understanding, demanding
that one day things will be clear....and when that day arrives, she will come to know that it was I who was always here.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Vipassana Meditation Camp



These are a few pictures from the vipassana meditation camp I attended. Despite talking to these gentlemen for only a day, it felt like we've known one another for years. These are truly good people with good hearts.. May they all experience real joy. Real Peace. Real Happiness. :)
This book is a must read for those who wish to understand this phenomenon we call love. It contains so much wisdom and gives the reader a more deeper understanding of what is and what isn't love.. I definitely recommend this book to anyone whether you're single or in a relationship.. Trust me. Its contents with enrich your life. :)

Cee-Lo Green -- I Want You (Radio Rip) NEW




I love this song. I love the honesty and passion in cee-lo's lyrics.. this song was produced by jack Splash who by the way if you haven't heard of him is a dope producer... enjoy.. I dedicate this song to my distant friend.. :)