I'M READY TO EXIST IN A PLACE WHERE THERE LIES NO SUFFERING

WHEN I SAY THAT I'M HAPPY OR JOYFUL, IM LYING TO MYSELF… I’M JUST TELLING MYSELF THAT TO GET MY MIND TO BELIEVE IT BECAUSE IT HAS BEEN SAID THAT YOU ARE WHAT YOU BELIEVE. YOU ARE THE SUM OF YOUR THOUGHTS.. MAN IS WHAT MAN THINKETH…… BUT THAT’S A FALSE HAPPINESS. A FALSE JOY…..

THE JOY THAT I'M LOOKING FOR ISNT BASED SOLELY ON THE MIND. THE JOY AND HAPPINESS THAT IM LOOKING FOR ISNT TEMPORARY. IT ISNT A FEELING BECAUSE FEELINGS ARE BASED UPON EXTERNAL THINGS. IT IS A PERMANENT EXISTENCE. IT IS THE ESSENCE OF WHO I AM.

IT'S NOT EVEN BASED UPON A BELIEF…

ITS JUST THERE!

INSIDE ME….. IT IS ME… WE ARE ONE…..

THIS IS WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT…. MANY WILL LISTEN BUT FEW WILL ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND….
I FEEL LIKE I’M BEGINNING TO WAKE UP AND SEE THIS WORLD FOR WHAT IT IS AND WHAT ITS NOT…..

IT’S LIKE BEING WARM ON THE INSIDE DESPITE EXISTING IN A COLD CLIMATE… THE OUTSIDE DOESN’T BOTHER YOU AT ALL.

THIS IS WHAT OUR MINDS DO….IT ALLOWS US TO BASE OUR HAPPINES ON PERCEPTIONS BUT WHAT IF THE PERCEPTIONS WERE ILLUSIONS?

THEN YOU CAN SAY THAT ALL ALONG WE WERE CLINGING TO FALSE THINGS…..WHICH WILL ALLOW US TO CONSTANTLY SUFFER…..

AND EVEN SUFFERING CAN BE AVOIDED DESPITE WHAT MANY PEOPLE THINK (I.E IT’S A PART OF LIFE, YOU HAVE TO SUFFER ON EARTH…..ETC ETC)

THE SUFFERING MUST COME TO AN END
AND THIS EXPLAINS WHY I’M READY TO DIE……

FOR IN DEATH COMES LIFE