Heartbreak Chronicles Part 2: The Healing

Shit happens. Right?

So why is it that I'm still hurting from what happen 10 months ago on that dreadful day when she said, " I need space, its not you its me." I realize that since that day I'm became a self destructive emotional wreck but not many would know because I never show it. Initially I've tried to get "her" to change her mind. I've begged, I've pleaded, I apologized, and blamed myself. I became less of a person, less of a man to make "her" more of a woman. I eventually said f*ck it and moved on after witnessing certain things that brought the "I need space syndrome" to light. I've seen "her" with the guy, even had a face to face confrontation with "him." I've felt betrayed, used, and hurt from this experience. They say that the amount of time you've invested in building a relationship that collapsed is the same amount of time it takes to rise from the the collapse back to a foundation again. I know it wont take me 3.5 years to get it together but from this I've learned to take one day at a time and if someone comes along, maybe I will cautiously give them a chance but until then.....


I've become heartless

The Inspiration of a Rockstar

It's seems people have yet to understand what a true rockstar is..........While people make it a trend to be like a rockstar, the ones that are emulated make it a lifestyle. Its what they identify with; that ability to express themselves as rebels to rules and order, categorized as misfits but simply Ministers who preach the gospel of Rock and Roll.

A rockstar is more than a coke snorting, skinny jean wearing renegade who does whatever they want whenever they want....

NO!!

It's more to it than that although that's a description of some but a rockstar is simply about being oneself and being comfortable in one's own skin. It's about the energy of a million fans chanting your songs sourrounded by a mosh pit of renegade followers who go insane the moment they hear the riff of an electric guitar screaming through the speakers.

A rock star is simply about being...never about impressing.

People never understood the fitted screen tees on 80's rockers or the skinny denim pressed against the pencil frame of your favorite indie frontman. It was simply cool to be a rockstar, not because they were different, but because they never gave a damn what anyone thought and although many of them were misunderstood, the music they created made sure the message was comprehended: That they were the baddest muthaf*ckers on earth.

"You will never really understand the muthaf*cking Rockstar I am"

Sage Phenix-Misunderstood

Sage x Punk

Hip Hop is in a state of Emergency. Artists are no longer passionate, creative, or stimulating. It's a new day, a new era, but not a spec of new inspiration. But....
all is not lost within the stale realm of "hip hip". Artists are emerging once again. Creativity is coming back.Did these things really leave? Maybe we failed to take notice to the host of artists out there that actually have something to say. Artist who all along were the ones we were searching for. Yes Hip Hop, as least one aspect of it has become a redundant comedy show but in no way,shape, or form is it dead. Some say it's missing; others tend to think it's alive and well, a living and breathing force that's found in all of us. A reflection of the people. Some of us dance, some of us snap, some of us socially conscience, some of us socially ignorant but regardless of who we are individually, the fact remains that we are all the same........and despite our differences or whatever state you may think hip hop is in, I still love it.. Hell I always will. This is my comedic take on the state of hip hop.


Sage Punk

One of the most talented artist of the hip hop genre has decided that he wants to name his upcoming album 808's and heartbreak. A different direction might I add from the scholastic theme of his previous albums. Mr west has also decided that he wants to sing in autotune as well. While not intitially accepted in the hip hop community as a common kanye west single, Love Lockdown quickly rose to the top of the downloads charts as the # 1 , yes #1 downloaded song on itunes. Yes haters, Mr West is giving you all something to blog or hate about all over again

Check it out

Kanye West- Love Lockdown

http://www.thefader.com/articles/2008/9/10/freeload-kanye-west-love-lockdown