The Lost Hope of a Broken Child

IF HAPPINESS CAN NOT BE FOUND CAN LIFE SERVE A PURPOSE AND
WHEN ITS REVEALED THAT WHAT WE SOUGHT NEVER WAS,WOULD IT HAVE BEEN WORTH IT?

IS LIFE REALLY WHAT YOU MAKE IT? AND IF SO COULD I HAVE MADE IT
BECOME
PAIN, SORROW AND SELF HATRED......

THE DESIRE TO FIGHT IS NO MORE AS I AM UNSURE
WHAT IT IS EXACTLY THAT IM FIGHTING FOR...............
THERE HAS TO BE MORE......

MUSE- LESS AND USELESS......FRUSTRATED AND FRUITLESS..........NEGATIVE ENERGY THE SYMMETRY WHICH LINKS ME TO FOREVER BEING THE ENEMY
OF MYSELF...............

SHOULD I GIVE UP AND GIVE IN IF ITS INEVITABLE THAT I WONT WIN................
AND...........

IF MY MIND CONTAINS WONDERS.......
THAT ONLY I CAN EXPLAIN THEN WOULD IT HAVE BEEN IN VAIN

IF THE VEIN .....
THAT CONATAINED ......
THAT WHICH KEEPS ME SUSTAINED......
WAS DRAINED

AND MY BRAIN
BECAME
THAT WHICH CAN NOT FUNCTION

WITHOUT A PHYSICAL FRAME...............

WOULD YOU MISS ME THEN?